My Birthday...

On that sunday evening,

with an unpleasant wind around,

you invited there to meet me,

with the same familiar sound.

Thinking of what it could be,

i reached where you want us,

having no smile on your face,

i thought it was something serious.

You handed over me a letter,

and told me to read it,

'its over' were the only words,

i read before my heart myself pleeded.

You gave me silly excuses,

over the love we had for years,

you go away all of a sudden,

from my life,which never had tears.

The next day it was my birthday,

with many smiling faces and greetings,

i waited for you to wish me,

but none happened after that meeting.

On the same night, with thought of you in my mind,

i folded my hands to pray,

to pray for you for the last time,

as i never thought my b'day would be my last day.

Time after time...

I still remember that time,

The time we first met,

The time we became friends,

With a smile on our faces,

And our minds making our sketches.

I still remember that time,

The time when something happened inside,

The time when you were always by my side,

With a promise of friends forever,

And with a smile vanishing never.

I still remember that time,

The time we were madly in love,

The time we used to share our stuff,

With a feeling of never falling apart,

And with a trust developed in our hearts.

I still remember that time,

The time we talked romantically late nights,

The time, on watching someone else, we had fights,

With a possession, but with eternal care,

And with the dialogue “Don’t you again dare!”

I still remember that time,

The time you broke my heart,

The time I was falling apart,

With a tear in my eye overlapping you there,

And with a question on my condition – Was I supposed to be here?

And now, I’m living in the time,

The time you’re still with me darling!

The time you’re still the same charming,

With the same smile on your face,

But with me, as a memory, which I can’t replace….

Would there be anyone ?

Sometimes I sit in a corner, and just think,

think for a while about me,

about the time when my life will end,

would there be anyone? Any of my friend?

Would there be anyone crying for me? Like i cried when they go away,

from my life completely making me alone.

Would there be anyone remembering me? Like i did whole of my life,

to wait for their message and to stare at my phone.

Would there be anyone praying from god to sent me back?

to just have one more moment with me.

Or i ask, was there anyone who heard my screams?

When they go away didn't even bothering to see.

Would there be anyone hiding her pain behind a smile?

To just show that 'I' was never important.

Or would there be anyone crying badly in solitude?

Because she really might know what I meant.

But I Just ask, would there be a second chance?

A chance to meet her again...

To fall in love again...

To enjoy and to cry on this sweet pain...

That she give...

Sometimes I Sit in a corner and just think...

Untitled Fun..

Hey you dude! Where are you looking at?

At that girl , who's wearing the pink hat?

Hey ,  are you planning to be her friend?

Or are you thinking of one night stand?

May be you’ll ask her for her phone number,

and then till the late night , you’ll talk to her.

May be you’ll be attracted later on,

and then you may propose her on phone.

If she'll say no, you’ll begin to cry,

and if you even got her , you’ll be addicted to fights.

So it’s better to stay from this dude!

We guys rock! I guess you understood.

Leave this girl thing on the destiny,

don’t run for one , you’ll get many.

I don’t know what is it? A poem or a song!

Hope you got d message and will follow all along.

I too had a love story....

It was you , like always , In front of me.

It was your smile , so charming.

It was your hand , like always , on my shoulder.

It was your memory , so mesmerizing.

It was you suffering from the headache.

It was your love , that always showered on me.

It was your smell , that i can never forget.

It was your soul , like that mine wanna be.

It was you facing the tumor.

It was your eye , showing your pain.

It was your corpse , that made me stand numb.

It was your lover , who had to hide himself in rain.

It was you like always , inside me.

It was your photo , hanging in my room.

It was your existence , that i can still feel.

Only one i ever had....it was you !!

You may have left me... But still !!

You may have left me,
but still when I see you in my dreams,
when I hold you till the sun rises in the sky,
I feel nothing different till the moment I open my eye.

You may have left me,
but still when I see you somewhere before me,
when you catch me looking at you,
I feel nothing different till the moment your eyes say 'I hate you'

You may have left me,
but still when I read your previous messages on my phone,
when I cry after smiling for a while,
I feel nothing different till the moment I see my smile.

You may have left me,
but still when I miss you,
when all I want is to forever be yours,
I feel nothing different till the moment I realise that you're not mine anymore.

You may have left me,
but still when I feel you around me,
you may have left me,
and still you're the one,with whom I wana be...

Broken Yet Strong !!

I remember the time when we used to talk whole night,

and I remember our ''sorry's'' after we had a little fight,

but all these things can never happen to me again,

Cause now i remember the time of you leaving me giving me a lot of pain.

My day used to start with u trying to wake me up,

and my nigh was full of imaginations of us having a hug,

even today ,its you because of whom my eyes open every morning,

and after realizing that you were just in the dream , I starts moaning.

Holding your hand used to make me feel that I’m not so alone,

We used to talk about love through 143 and kisses on phone,

but all this is now just a chapter of my past,

but even today I wish ,till forever we could last.

When you told me that someone swept your heart away ,it left me heartbroken,

and after that, torturing dreams of you with that guy were quite often,

I wish you hadn’t left me alone like that when I needed you the most,

but this could never be fulfilled ,as now you're somewhere lost.

But I won’t live my life in this monotonous way,

Cause after a cold night ,a shining sun isn’t very far away,

You were a lovely part of my life with whom I wanted to be forever,

but now I'm searching for the loveliest to be with me ever and ever.